HI! MY NAME IS BEATRICE AND I AM A SELF-LOVE & EMBODIMENT COACH, THE HOST OF THE SELF LOVE FIX PODCAST, A SURVIVOR OF CHILDHOOD NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AND A FORMER CODEPENDENT. I USED TO STRUGGLE WITH PEOPLE-PLEASING, SELF-DOUBT, PERFECTIONISM, TRUSTING MY INTUITION, AND PUTTING EVERYONE ABOVE MYSELF DAILY.
I had no idea what my needs were, how to make decisions without asking everybody and their grandma and their mother first, and how to trust my own reality. I struggled to see myself as worthy and CONSTANTLY had intrusive thoughts in my head about how I was ugly, how I annoyed everyone around me and lived in FEAR that people would abandon me or leave me- I was always WAITING for a ball to drop and for someone to be mad at me and then just *poof* disappear and give up on me.
Self-doubt was how I ran my LIFE.
And then once I started to do the inner work, EVERYTHING changed. I started to fully love all parts of myself- even the unfavorable ones. I started to no longer feel responsible for how other people felt, and I stopped overthinking and doubting everything I did. I learned to flooow.
I began to feel worthy, I began to TRUST my intuition and my feelings, and I no longer believed a single thing I learned in childhood. I shifted and I watched the world around me shift as people finally began treating me the way I only dreamed I would be treated. I watched as people respected my boundaries, treated me with love, softness, and compassion, and validated my feelings. NOTHING was ever the same.
My work is to help you see the same is more than possible for you too.